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Postive the word positive is the most negative word since 6 months. 

In these time karishma today when got her checkup done, she was greeted by the doctor with the work abhinadan tame positive aya cho...

No no not covid, pregnancy positive !! 

Few days before eating before waking up in morning i just thank almighty for giving me food, shelter and life. No complaints and no demands from god. It was a stand still status with him.

Leaving office it was raining, climate was pleasant i was feeling very silent from within. Suddenly text from Manali, karishma's sister msg came congratulations jiju. I thought she would have checked my emails and and saw some new business expansion news that had came. i asked the same to her and she didnt responded. Till the time i reached home, saw everyone blusing together. Sister smiling , mom overwhelmed, karishma blusing and her cheecks were shinning like led lighting. 

And this phase of my life is called abhinandan phase. 

She said yes i am pregnent. Dont know how to react, my emotions were going mixed everything moving inside upside down and hugged karishma. 

I closed the door of my room, cried and again smiled. It happened for quite a few times. I took out my whisky drank a round of neet and went for bath. kept dancing and was enjoying seeing karishma smiling . In school we use to say on phone call or to best buddies its me your father speaking, and today its like ill be a real father. A flesh in the womb of karishma will have a life eventually such a great feeling. 

now its my time, ill learn how to take care of my wife, how to make sure she gets enough of care and has all the facility to stay good in these times. ill be pregnant with karishma equally.